kicking money brain-pattern ass

My Thread

I just discovered I had a 300,000 money barrier locked in my brain. What what what?! Doesn’t matter where it came from! I am grateful for the unearthing and the chance to eliminate it permanently.

I saw a book recommendation for Millionaire Mind and my library had it in audo form. I didn’t have much to work with but I started anyway.

The Bank Accounts Harv has you set up translated into envelopes with sticky notes on them. Every month money goes in. Every day gratitude and blessings are given as I read the Accounts they represent on the sticky notes.

I had a shiny silver sequined purse lying around for a sparkly dress day. So I put an index card in it and coined it “Billionare Purse”.

There was a pile of change in my wallet so I launched a game to get my brain comfortable to large sums of income.

Each penny represents $1,000. Every morning 10% of the change in my wallet went into the purse and I tracked the amounts as “representing $____ from $____ in new money”.

I was looking for money beliefs. So any ill sensations were asked into and worked with in a special journal.

Then one day it stopped. Dead stopped. Everything else was more important. I didn’t think much of it until today when I pulled out the envelopes to add for January.

I decided the billionaire purse wasn’t working and it was time for a new game. I started down that path and almost missed it!

The representative amount was $293,000.

I was in my early 20’s making more money than anyone I knew. It was only 23,000, but rent back then was $410 & I had plenty of extra money every month. Homes were $100,000 in the super-rich neighborhoods. Anything beyond $300,000 seemed greedy and selfish. That was still locked in my 48 year old brain!!

I’m sticking with my penny game.
I sticking with it til at least a million.

And holding fast to the mantra Harv graciously offered:

“All non-supportive money experiences from the past are gone!”

A Response

How are you going to bust your brain?

My Reply

That part’s easy. I’ve got incredible neurolinguistic and energy healing tools I’ve combine over the years. It takes but a moment to do the brain surgery.

My Followup Reply

To be more specific … I took the lazy route & did an NLP rewrite on the memory adding some zero’s so the new “greedy/selfish” number is 300 billion. If I get there oneday, then maybe I’ll take the less lazy route.

welcome back from the ledge

Hi RST! First off, this was going around FB yesterday:
Could one friend please copy and re-post? We are trying to demonstrate that someone is always listening.
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
#SuicideAwareness
1-800-273-8255
Just one person makes a difference

So First Off:
You WERE heard. I saw your post as I was headed to bed & sent supportive energy your way.

Secondly:
Tim has this great interview with Adam Robinson who has some practical insights on suicidal depression and the conversation weaves that direction.

Adam has come out the other side & his twitter is full of enthusiastic life.
https://tim.blog/2017/02/02/lessons-from-warren-buffett-bobby-fischer-and-other-outliers/

Thirdly:
Search Tim’s blog for “suicide”, you’ll find a couple deeper dives.

Fourthly:
Build your support team. Find a great counselor.

Your “break glass in case of emergency” lever is getting triggered when you’re not days atop Mt Everest, broken leg, intense pain, wolves looming. We can’t fix the faulty sensor, but we CAN:

! create many alternative neuropathways!
! install pre-pre-pre warning systems!
! amass so many tools to deploy at the pre pre pre stages that we successfully avert that neuropathway!
! develop Self-Loving, Self-Caring, Self-Empowerment so strongly that even if the lever gets pulled, we have Best Self pulling from many directions back out of it!

I wish you all the success on your journey upward into your New Life. You have faced death and said “no thank you! I gots shit to do!!”.

I am SO proud of you!!

And here are some words for you to play with:

What would it feel like if I saw my worth as priceless?
What would I do if I felt Enough to overflowing?

my boss gave me “feedback” how do I recover?

Bring back the balance by spending a few minutes noticing what you are doing well. If the “you suck” monster is super loud start with mundane things like “I show up for work every day”, “I didn’t steal ANY pens yesterday”, “I have not once brought my pet parakeet to the office!”, get the “what did I do well / what is going right?” neural-net search rolling.

Name some of your strengths. How can you use those strengths to rock the improvements needed?

the group effect

It’s more than visual. “Where two or more are gathered” is more than just a nice sentiment. When the energy of two humans come together and focus on a thing, the effects are exponential rather than doubled.
The more people gathered, focusing on shared values, shared purpose, the bigger that energy becomes.
You are literally filling your energy depletion well with that exponential energy. That’s why no one gets drained – there is plenty for everyone to fill up to overflowing.
Tanks full. Reserve tanks full. It’s so much easier to be Best Self when all your resources and energy are on the Optimal setting.

talking trees

Science has already proven it. There is an underground network. What they found is astounding. A dying tree will share its nutrients, not with it’s own kind, but with the most resiliant species for the current climate.
When one has extra it share, when one is in need, it receives. I can’t remember which podcast it was, but the episode is called “From Tree to Shining Tree”.
Mind blowingly awesome.

fixes everything

Immersing in the videos I made of waves. When I lived there, I walked 2-3x/day on the seawall or in the sand. Life took me elsewhere. I can’t always go there in person, but my vimeo’s are right there anytime I need them.

why men have difficulty asking for help

It’s deeper than societal expectation. It’s rooted in caveman DNA. If you failed to protect or provide for the caveperson tribe, people died.
We have evolved as people, society needs far few protectors than ever before, but our physiology is still running caveperson modules deep in the primitive brain.
For men, the primitive feeling arising from “failure to protect / failure to provide” is akin to “I killed part or all of my tribe.”
(Yes, we are no longer trapped in roles and each have access to our M and F brains and “failure to support / failure to enhance” has it’s own flavor of “… because death” and that can be a factor for men as well, but the question was specific to the provider role, so my answer was sent that direction.)
The trick is to reconginze when the caveperson modules are running and when we are hearing from our Best Self on the matter.
Here’s how I talk to cavewoman.
A loving enthusiastic “wow! thank you SO MUCH for your valuable input and for your desire to keep me safe! I’ll definitely take it under advisement. And please please please let me know when there are imminent physical dangers afoot.”
This shifts me out of “being in” the module and back into “running the command center”.
I don’t know about caveman, but cavewoman needs me to listen and honor her support and appreciate her desire to enhance. I’m sure there’s a caveman equivalent optimal strategy.
(p.s. full credit to Alison Armstrong for the caveperson analogy. She’s absolutely brilliant when it comes to human interactions.)